Rejection

I beg to ask, was there a time you felt rejected and unlikeable? That after the efforts you have done to please someone, you are still unliked or not noticed? Sometimes, it strikes a chord and blows against my self-esteem and confidence. Just like now. Even if it is just for the sake of flirting, I hinted to this guy (who coincidentally is like you) to have dinner with me. Just because. But he is not replying anymore. I know he is in an interview but then again, thoughts afloat. The numerous instances of being disappointed haunt me still. And primarily, without directly doing it, the disappointment and rejection you made me feel.